From a young age, my natural inclination toward analysis and problem-solving was evident. Growing up, my mom's guilt over my dad's frequent absences led to her spoiling me, often buying me countless things I desired. However, when she would explain that she couldn't afford something I wanted at that moment, I would struggle with impatience—an aspect of my character that I continue to grapple with.

I would question why my mom couldn't simply use her magic card to make the purchase and pay it back later. She would patiently explain that using credit meant she would have to repay the money, and not doing so would result in fees and financial difficulties. My young mind, eager to find solutions, would suggest using a check instead. However, my mom would caution against it, explaining that the check could be cashed immediately, leaving her without the necessary funds and incurring additional charges. I'd naturally suggest that the store wouldn't know until it was too late. She sighed, "Neeks, you're gonna jail, I know it here and now." I was like...4...

In hindsight, this upbringing fostered in me a keen sense of observation and an awareness of the intricacies of financial transactions. While some might view these early experiences as a criminal intellect, others would recognize them as an analytical genius or problem-solving ability that emerged at a young age.

These experiences also serve as a backdrop for understanding the importance of addressing the societal factors that lead individuals to resort to criminal activities. It sparks discussions and protests advocating for measures to alleviate the circumstances that push people into unlawful actions.

Growing up, the world around me appeared as vivid and bright orange, keeping me on my toes and heightening my observational awareness. I inadvertently learned about counter-surveillance through my father's renegade efforts to stay one step ahead of the authorities.

These early experiences, whether seen as criminal intellect or analytical genius, have shaped my perspective and fueled my desire to understand and navigate the complexities of the world. They remind me of the importance of empathy, addressing societal issues, and finding constructive solutions that empower individuals to choose a path of legality and prosperity.